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Why Representation Matters

I just watched the documentary, #whilewewatch. It’s free online, and you can watch it too. It’s only 45 minutes.

It’s also very overwhelmingly male–and except for one man, really fucking white.

This bothers me. It is more than just political correctness or affirmative action–it is about me (and all of the other women, women of color), and the hard work I (we) have put into this movement (especially making media to accurately portray this movement) being completely ignored.

I’m a woman. I’m not silent, I’m not invisible and I’m not decoration. In fact, I have fantasized about countering the evils of capitalism through revolution and taking the streets and a radical redistribution of wealth and re-evaluation of our cultural values since long before #OccupyWallStreet was conceived as an idea. To me (and many others), Occupy Wall Street was an answer–a powerful force to show that we were not crazy, and more importantly not alone. It wasn’t about being a hippie, being rebellious or doing something counter-culture just for the sake of doing something counter-culture–it was something that was deeply, deeply needed to shift the dialogue towards the privatization polices and rampant inequality that has absolutely entirely left so many of us completely fucked.

(There really is not a more polite way to put that and properly get my point across).

The reality is, the people organizing Occupy Wall Street, taking the streets, making documentaries, writing articles and exposing the corruption of both our police force and the one percent that rigs our government are women and men of all races and sexual identities. Of course, there have been difficulties–it is impossible for all of us to acknowledge and confront our intricate roles as oppressors and oppressed without working through uncomfortable moments. Still, Occupy–through meetings, media and conversations has provided a space to have these essential conversations, enlightening some of us to our privilege, allowing some of us to speak out in a safe space about our oppression, doing a combination of these for all of us in between. Our differences are our strength and inclusivity–as we bring more and more voices, experiences and ideas of how to make the world a more equitable place we truly will become a powerful force of collaborative change.

My participation in Occupy Wall Street originally had nothing to do with the fact that I was a woman. At first, I was an American before I was a woman.

But then the boy’s club came to town.

Disclaimer: The following paragraphs might get a little bit salty–I don’t know the sodium content, because frankly I haven’t written them yet. I just wanted to say that I mean nothing against male journalists and media makers, and nothing against white men in general. I’m friends with several white male journalists, media makers, commentators and activists–and many of them have an amazing social conscience about their personal privilege merely by being white males.

Soon, those of us who have been activists–or at least bleeding hearts who genuinely believed that change in the world was possible–for years began to feel “replaced” by white men. It wasn’t a conscious decision, but this made it a little bit more scary. In the first Occupied Wall Street Journal, there were no female bylines. The vast majority of journalists and pundits asked to comment on television shows were white and male. The journalists who were asked to cover the topic for major publications–and likewise were paid more for their work–were majority male.

TIME Magazine even famously asked “Where are all the women reporting OWS?” Those of us like myself and Alison Kilkenny who were there since day one, and Sarah Jaffe who was there shortly thereafter were rightfully infuriated. I elaborated a little bit more on all of this here.

You see, I don’t want to have to see myself as a woman in the movement. I want to see myself as in the movement. And, the wonderful part is I have met several amazing women through the movement–and when the movement is at its height and we are in the streets facing off with the NYPD and have the magical feeling that another world really is possible, gender and race don’t matter for a split second because we truly are one.

However, when I see a representation of #OccupyWallStreet that shows barely any women, I’m suddenly struck with my difference. I don’t see myself documented in what is supposed to be a posterity portrait of something that my heart, soul, and every thought has been quite literally occupied by. I don’t feel any antagonism towards the men who are represented, and I agree for the most part with most of what they say. I just want my presence–by which I mean the presence of all women who occupy–to be remembered, documented and passed on for generations.

I want my daughters to watch a documentary about #OccupyWallStreet and see that a woman’s place is in the revolution. I want them to see that there are role model women who are loud, smart, articulate and are rewarded for devoting themselves to social change. I want them to know that we/they are so much more than just the Hot Chicks that Occupy Wall Street–I want them to know that we/they are the hardworking agents of social change.

 

 

 

Rent is Too Damn High, Wages are Too Damn Low

There is not a single state where one can afford a two bedroom apartment at fair market value on minimum wage for a standard forty hour work week. Here is a chart listing how many hours you would need to work in each state.

Rent is too damn high, wages are too damn low. Something has got to give.

One Million Signatures Against GMOs

Did you know that 89% of Republicans are in favor of labeling GMOs?

An entire 93% of Democrats, and 90% of Independents are also in favor of labeling GMO products—in our country, this kind of unanimity of opinion regardless of political persuasions is rare.

On October 12, 2011, the Just Label It organization submitted a record-breaking petition of one million signatures in favor of labeling GMOs to the Food and Drug Administration (FDA). Today, March 27th is the day that the FDA is required to respond to the decision—though the FDA is unlikely to change its position, 20 different states are considering their own state legislation that would require GMO foods to be labeled.

To date, the entire European Union, Japan and Australia have largely banned GMO foods. Other countries, such as Brazil, Russia and even China mandate GMO foods to be labeled.

Worse yet, though when explained, most Americans are at least in favor of labeling GMO products, only 28 percent of Americans were aware that GMO food is not labeled in the United States. Another 1 percent of this 28 percent did not know that most of these GMOs are found in processed foods, rather than whole foods.

It is important to educate everyone—whether they are old, young, mothers, fathers, children, or any other kind of eater—about the realities of the changing food system, and how supporting organic food and farmers helps create a viable alternative to GMO products.

De Mai ’68 à May 1, 2012

En espérant …

RIP Shaima: Beaten and Murdered for being Iraqi

Shaima Alawadi is a mother of five. Though she is originally from Iraq, she has lived in the United States for many years—first moving to the large Iraqi and generally Arab-American community in Detroit, Michigan and more recently to El Cajon, California—the second largest Iraqi-American community in the United States.

Last Wednesday, her daughter, Fatima, found her on the floor of the dining room of their home, unconscious. It was clear that she had been severely beaten. Close to her body, a note was found that said, “Go back to your country—you are a terrorist.”

On Saturday, Alawadi was taken off life support and passed away from the complications of her injuries.

A few weeks prior to her death, she had received another threatening note—she had dismissed it as “child’s play.”

Still, despite receiving two threatening notes rooted in unapologetic bigotry and then being beaten to death, the media is still wondering whether or not this is a hate crime.

Newsflash: Last time I checked, if you are murdered for the color of your skin or your religious beliefs, it is a hate crime. If you are brown or black and wearing a hoodie or a hijab, you are the target of a hate crime.

Birth Control is Not A “Women’s Issue”

Well, of course it is. But it is more than that.

Before I get explicit, crude, crass and entirely justified I would like to draw everyone’s attention to this piece by Joshua Holland at AlterNet.

I understand that many men feel a need to respect the fact that they will never completely understand what it is like to have their bodies under attack and their private lives completely invaded by political policies that are out of their control. However, this is not our fight to fight alone simply because birth control and reproductive rights are traditionally categorized as “women’s issues.”

They aren’t. They’re economic issues–and they affect everyone who is trying to make it in this godforesaken economy.

(They are also civil liberties and a matter of extremely personal and private intimacy.)

I got in an argument with someone at a party one time–he told me that while he is sympathetic to feminist “women’s” issues, as a man he has the privilege to ignore them–and thus does not feel that he has the right to claim them as his own.

Dear Men – Consider this your invitation from the most feminist of the feminist to join our cause (don’t hijack it), and replace sympathy with empathy in our crusade.

Have you ever gotten laid? Have you ever spontaneously gotten laid with someone you wouldn’t necessarily wanted to raise a family with? Has it ever been awesome? Have you ever not used a condom? Has it ever been awesome? Have you ever had a condom break and been really happy that you only had to pay $50 for the morning after pill instead of $500 for her abortion? Has that ever made you feel relieved?

Then birth control is your personal issue.

Have you ever been happy that you weren’t raising a child a few months after the time you lost your virginity? Have you ever been happy that in your early twenties you had time to be broke and figure out your life instead of having the immediate pressures of raising a family occupying your job prospects and economic mobility?

Then birth control is your personal economic issue.

So don’t allow women to be called sluts for controlling your economic mobility. Stand by our side as we fight to maintain access to all contraceptives–don’t merely shake your head at the latest from X conservative congress member. No matter how the GOP frames it or what the GOP may wish, this is not about women having sex and men exercising their god-given right to control their wombs. This is about our future, using the science that has been given to us to control our economic futures and ensure a future of prosperity for all.

 

 

 

 

Happy Anniversary, Baby

Six months ago. I don’t really remember what life was like before six months ago. It was probably very dark and bleak and characterized by rich white men controlling politics from behind closed doors.

It still is–but this time we know who they are, and aren’t going to shut up until they are held accountable for their actions. Their actions that have constricted our mobility, made us wonder whether or not we can afford to have families, and privatized basic human rights to a point that worth and value is placed only on those who can afford to pay for every basic commodity–for those of us who don’t have that kind of money, we’re a mass of regular people trying to figure out how to navigate a world rigged for the one percent.

Six months ago we realized that we have each other. We aren’t alone.

On September 17th, I didn’t believe anything was going to actually happen–but because I’m young, hopeful, idealistic and a bit of an idiot, I still packed my flip cam and my cell phone and went to Wall Street–just to see if something would happen.

I wasn’t sure–and then I saw the tweet:

Today I told a cab driver I was here to Occupy Wall Street–he said “This ride is on me”

The rest was–and is, still in the making–history.

Happy anniversary, baby.

 

Birth Control

I am so fucking fed up.

The latest is from Arizona–now, if an employee uses the company’s health insurance to purchase contraceptive pills, they must prove to their employer that they are using them for “non sex” purposes. If they don’t, they could be fired.

How is this supposed to go?

“Oh, yeah here is my ultrasound from my ovarian cyst. See it over there? Yeah its a big one.”

“Here is a testimony from my ex-boyfriend about just how terrible my PMS is that it lead to our eventual, inevitable catastrophic breakup. Then he became gay.”

How are you supposed to prove that you have ovarian cysts popping a mile a minute and a slough of gay ex’s to prove how terrible your PMS is while simultaneously proving that there is no way in hell you are using it for “sex purposes”? How are we supposed to prove that birth control–whose very name not so implicitly implies controlling a birth–is not our bang without a baby free card?

We can’t even refer to it by its official name, contraception–it is also an explicit word for just what the pill does–contra.conception. And calling it “the pill” just sounds ominous.

But none of this is even the point.

The point is, who the hell has the right to not only legislate my uterus and my private sexual practices, but make this a matter of national security.

I was on the pill long before I was an appropriate age to start having sex–I hate the cysts, the cramps, and the horrific PMS that turns straight men gay to boot. But I do not want to justify the fact that I take birth control with the idiosyncrasies of my ovaries.

I take birth control because it is my fucking right to take it.

It is my right to take it to take care of cysts, make me more comfortable, and keep my boyfriends around and heterosexual. It is my right to take it to have crazy, wild all day all night (did i mention wild enough to make Rush Limbaugh quiver?) pre-marital sex with said boyfriends (and non-boyfriends)–for as long as they stay heterosexual and it is still consensual. It is my right to keep all of this to myself, because what I do with my body is no one’s interest but my own–I would prefer it not to be a part of the national agenda.

But lets say, for a moment, that it is.

If I am having so-much-sex-that-i’m-going-broke-because-for-some-reason-i-use-the-pill-like-viagra-like-how-rush-limbaugh-taught-me (talk about hormonal), isn’t it in the country’s best interest that I protect myself? Isn’t it best for 21 year olds not to have children when they can barely financially support themselves? Isn’t it best that I wait until I no longer have to rely on the terrible, socialist state for welfare for me and my child and can fend for two in the brave new privatized world.

(I’m a journalist, so that will be never. I should probably take birth control like viagra, just to be safe)

**For anyone wondering, I have never (to my knowledge) turned any former boyfriend gay through my PMS. It was just a sarcastic theme that stuck throughout the post. However, I now feel it is necessary to check in to make sure.

Neoliberalism, DSK, and Rape

I’m reading Naomi Klein’s The Shock Doctrine right now.

For those who don’t know, The Shock Doctrine follows the history of Milton Friedman and The Chicago Boys’ implementation of neoliberalism throughout the world. Milton Friedman—and all of the ensuing economists trained at the University of Chicago tasked with saving the third world from public goods and an organized workforce—waited (or in some cases, created) a “crisis moment” in many countries, ensuring that the populace would be too in shock to notice the sudden privatization of services, depletion of the social safety net, and implementation of economic reforms that ignored the needs of the people or perpetuating what had previously ensured prosperity in favor of economic competition and profits for the corporate, or political-corporate elite.

The people notice it later—they notice when years later they are still reeling, wondering what went wrong and why there is a massive income gap between the rich and the poor, and why “the rich and the poor” is better described as “the elite and everyone else.” In these cases, the elite isn’t living lavishly as everyone else lives modestly—the elite is living in palaces as “everyone else” lives in shanty towns.

Many know that they are angry, and many protest as soon as they find the language to articulate their feelings. For those who protest, the police crack down, saying that they deserve to be arrested, interrogated, tortured, disappeared, and killed for showing dissent.

The economic elites—the harbingers of privatization who play their big money game and argue that it is for the greater good—continue to the next country, with no remorse or accountability. If someone tries to hold them accountable, they lie and say that this phase is only temporary—when there is no proof of recovery whatsoever.

I can’t help but think about rape—particularly as told through the story of Dominique Strauss Kahn.

Dominique Strauss Kahn was the chief of the International Monetary Fund (IMF)—last year, while in New York City, he raped a hotel maid. “The Maid” as she came to be known was Nafisatou Diallo, a black immigrant woman from Guinea. She had experienced sexual trauma in the past. The story was that he forced his penis into her mouth while she was cleaning his room, and—by a fluke—she reported the incident to one of her coworkers when he returned to the hotel to get his cell phone, which he had left.

The story erupted into an international scandal—indicative of each and every flaw that the French and American media and public commit when discussing a rape case. In France, the French media acted as though not just Dominique Strauss Kahn, but the entire country of France was a victim of this terrible crime—not blaming DSK, but blaming the American media for acting like it was a news story whatsoever. In the United States, after months of media and deliberation, the courts decided not to hear the case—because there was enough evidence that Nafisatou Diallo had lied.

This was just the official grievances—as we all know, it is the microaggressions that are truly indicative of cultural tendencies.

In the United States, an acquaintance of mine said, “Why would he rape a maid? He has the money for a high class hooker.”

While I see his logic, he failed to understand that this was not a crime about sex—this was a crime about violence, this was a sexual urge that was violently expressed and like many victims, Nafisatou Diallo was not chosen for any reason other than the fact that she was there in the wrong place at the wrong time.

There were thousands that responded to the media, eating up every story that the New York Post published about her alleged past as a prostitute, or any lie that she had ever told. As if prostitutes are immune from rape and anyone who has ever lied is assumed to be lying at all times.

It is a combination of the dynamic between a powerful white man (a financier, no less—and chief of the IMF) and a powerless black, immigrant woman, the response placing the onus and blame on the victim rather than the perpetrator, and the ultimate lack of justice or accountability whatsoever that brings me back to neoliberalism. Like Nafisatou Diallo—like every rape victim who’s resistance has been silenced or repressed with fear—many of these countries never gave their consent to be made over, to have privatization implemented, to have the IMF or the corporate elite take what they wanted in that moment because that country was in the wrong place at the wrong time, and leave the people reeling, wondering what happened and realizing that they could do nothing to nullify or fix the enormous violation that has just been permanently engraved in their collective history.

The vast majority of rapists are serial rapists—their victims are a string of individuals reeling from this psychologically traumatic experience of violation. Milton Friedman, the Chicago Boys, and the entire history of neoliberal implementation as implemented by Ronald Reagan, Margaret Thatcher, and George W. Bush are a series of economic rape cases—imposing themselves uninvited, institutionalizing fear and violence for their own gain in that moment, and having enough of a sick obsession and thrill from this process that it is repeated, time and time again, ignoring the screams of resistance to institutionalize corporate, disaster capitalistic neoliberal policies without the consent of the people.

Austerity in Greece

I was in Syntagma Square just a little over one year ago.

Like most tourists, I was stuck by the pure visual majesty of Greece. I started crying when the plane landed, the unapologetic blue of the Mediterranean Sea lapping against the most dramatic mountains and hills, as the sun set glistened over the tiny airport. Each subway station is a tiny museum–decorated with the pottery and ancient ruins that were unearthed as the subway was constructed.

Greece is romanticized. Greece is what is old, what is classic. Greece is mythology and the ruins that provided the background of those stories standing over the same deep, blue sea that has seen it all.

Greece is the small stands in Syntagma Square and Omonoia Square, desperately trying to sell worry beads and pottery pieces, selling the Greece of days gone by to the tourists who have come for the warm climate and photo opportunities next to ruins, and could care less about austerity measures.

It was rumbling underneath the ruins then–but there was a dramatic difference in the price of goods as compared to western Europe, depending on marketing an image of Greek key designs and worry beads to the tourists who keep the economy afloat.

On Sunday, the public squares that sell these images–images of a Greece far goneby–were filled with teargas, riot police, and 100 (officially reported) injured, and miraculously no one dead. The people were rioting against the latest set of austerity measures–budget cuts that would devastate an already devastated economy, fighting riot police and screaming because there was nothing else that they could do and they have nothing more to lose.

If you search “Greece Protests” or “Greece Austerity Measures” or “Greece Parliament,” the results will be news stories that describe what will happen to the euro, now that the austerity bill and the spending cuts have passed the Greek Parliament. You will find what will happen to economies in Asia. You will find what will happen to the Australian economy. You will find pictures of Athens on fire, burning without rhyme, reason or back story.

Athens is burning, because Greece is trying to avoid a default with a bailout that will qualify for loans and pay creditors off the backs of the people. Since this past summer, 60,000 businesses have closed. Unemployment in the country is over 20%–and is almost 50% for the youth. The minimum wage is going to be cut by 22% for most workers, and by 32% for young workers–did I mention that 50% of them are already unemployed? Monthly pensions will be cut by 20%. 30,000 public workers’ jobs will be suspended. Most of these workers already haven’t been paid in months.

The pictures of Athens burning feel closer now–I have pictures of riot cops wearing the same gear without the Greek letters right here in New York City. I have pictures of the rolling hills of Greece, the Mediterranean Sea, the ruins, the square, the streets. I have memories of the agony around the debt ceiling, here, in this country–balancing the budget on the backs of the most vulnerable, refusing to cut money that funds the needs of the elites or tries to prove the worth of our asinine wars over seas.

In a city where democracy was executed as a process–counting every piece of pottery, making sure that every vote was included–so long ago, selling the images of this idealized time, crystallized in the past yet immortalized for the imagination of the present, the democratic process is being ignored–reserved for the hands of the elite, ignoring the lives of those who are not elite (and carefully making sure that the news wires do the same)–so Athens has become a war zone, looting the shops and filling the squares with tear gas and fire, closing all exits and arming themselves against the riot police, the armies of the state that ignores their needs.

Athens is burning. And it probably wont be the first.

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